I think too much

I will just not think about what I want anymore, because when I do think about it, it never comes along. I seriously believe this is true. I think about stuff too much and those things never come true. It's hard to not think about the things you want the most, isn't it? It's just every single time I want something so bad, it just never happens. I also think it really is because things happen for a reason; if it didn't happen, it just wasn't meant to be. Mostly, I just think it wasn't meant to be for now. Later, it could be a totally different story. I'm not going to lie, so I'm just going to come out with it; I want to have a baby with my husband. He is 21, and I am 19, does that make it seem awful? Well it shouldn't. We are completely ready to do this together. Well, not completely, but we could so get there.
How many people just get pregnant without even planning or anything like that!? Haha. Well anyways, I am so PMS-ing right now. It is the worst one too! My cramps are horrible, I have headaches, and it is a heavy one. Blah! It is just too much for me to handle sometimes; I just start crying my eyes out.
Enough of that gross talk, we just got our xbox 360 slim! It is awesome. Haha. I can't wait for school to start up again. I will have my husband right by my side! I'm so going to try harder and get my GPA way up there because I know I can do it. I'm ready to get serious about everything.

-Gina