I haven't been this sure about school in a long time. I'm sort of confident actually... and can't wait for fall semester to start.
I have to admit that the only reason that I feel confident is because of Lucas. I feel like he will always be there for me to lean on, but I feel like I should be able to do this without him. I should be a strong enough person to be able to make myself do what I need to. Yep.
I should also be able to look at Michael and think I can do this, I can do this; because he is my little boy and I should be able to do anything with him in mind. BUT I still have a strong procrastination thing going on which has been going on my whole life and it's slowly changing.
Something that you have done your whole life can't just change over night.
But I can tell I have changed some... and that is what matters.
Well to me anyway.
I guess I should go now... Michael is starting to get angry...lol
-Gina
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