Attention

It seem like there are a lot of things fighting for my attention lately...

-School work
-Michael
-Lucas
-Driving class

Michael always has my attention no matter what. Then Lucas is the next thing that has my attention. Finally, homework and driving school gets the last of my attention....

I just feel overwhelmed sometimes. I use each thing as an excuse to get away from the other...

I know .... that's bad... but sometimes it is just too much.

There is only so much I can handle.

Some days though, I can handle everything, but at nights I find myself extremely exhausted.

I find myself wishing Lucas and I could go away for a weekend to be alone... but then I feel guilty because I don't want to leave my baby.

I guess you could say I'm stressing myself out and need to chill.

But. I can never seem to stop thinking.

-Gina