Saturday!

Right now as I am writing this post, my son is sitting in my lap making this extremely difficult for me to do. I never really get to write anywhere anymore. Not here, or in my journal which probably feels neglected. I've been having this urge again to just write everything down that is going on. I feel like it would make me feel better, but I never have time to do it. 


I have school, which the semester ends December 15th, I have a 7 and a half month old son, and I have a husband who I feel like we never spend much time together anymore. I can't wait for school to end. It'll give me less things to worry about. 


My mother tries to help whenever she can. Of course it would really help if she actually helped when she says she will and not want to go somewhere else. 


She isn't all that bad at all. I'm just making it seem like she's horrible. HA. 


She does help A LOT. I don't know where I'd be without her. 


Anyway, my little baby boy is attached to the bottle now because of her. AND he does not sleep in his crib anymore. It makes me so angry that she is the one to watch him at night. 


Now I'm like a horrible mom now because I need a lot of sleep. I can't seem to handle my son anymore and I HATE IT. I want him back. I want him to be my little boy again.


Just wait, we will get him back on track once school ends. Then my mom won't see him as much anymore. :) Which is the way it should be.


I wish we could move out already.


-G.