13 months and a half

I'm sitting on the couch in the living room watching The Mummy. My son is just walking around doing whatever he wants, playing with his toys and what not. Sometimes he comes over to me to look at the laptop screen. lol. I wonder what he is thinking...

I also have snacks for him so that is probably another reason why he comes by me. Other than that, he is a very independent little man. There are certain times when he just wants to be by his mommy or daddy. Lately his favorite seems to be his daddy. 

It's summer so there isn't any homework to be doing right now. We didn't take any classes this time. When August comes around we will have classes again. This time it'll be my last semester at the community college and I will be transferring to a university. 

I'm so confused again on what I want to do. I feel really hesitant on becoming a teacher. I feel like I'm not cut out for it. There are other people I see going for that, that are actually way better than I am. I'm an angry person at heart, and these other people are so gentle and kind. I'm not. Ugh. The most one thing I'm so interested in is something that isn't a good field to find a job in. How lame is that? 

I love psychology. Yep, that's the field I'm so interested in. I don't know....

Maybe I'll do what my husband suggested, but I don't think he really wants me to do it. 

-G.

P.S. My son is a year old now.